I’ve never been this horny with no one to please me. Does not feel good.
with people, other people. I’ve only had sex with two different people but technically one because the other person was a virgin and it sucked. I want to experience other people. I don’t want to be a slut by any means I just want the experience of being with other people. Is that bad?
But I have to because this is life. Things happen people move on life changes. But I didn’t move on as much as I tried I still haven’t moved on and I can’t handle this idk why I thought I could. I want to cry my eyes out I want to scream. I want to tell him everything I want to hate him and blame him. I want to be okay. That’s all I want, just to be okay.
There was a sophomore I was talking to and I’m kinda sad I’m done with school because I’m pretty sure we’ll stop talking. A little upset not gonna lie. I enjoyed talking to him and seeing him around school. Maybe we wont lose touch, only time will tell.